Damned

I'm not feeling too high at the moment, in fact, I think that I'm in one of those roller coaster mood swings. For no apparent reason, I feel like crap. I am not very confident and I usually am. What is wrong with me?!

Being alone with myself is a maddening thing. Wondering if the world will eat me alive, I wish tomorrow won't come. I feel as if I have NOTHING to look forward to and that scares me.



Sheesh! getting this down in the written word makes me seem like such a drama queen.