The Anatomy of My Thoughts = Rowan-ism

So bloody sweet!

Eeep! He thinks I'm smart! Yes I am grinning from ear to ear. Granted, I know I am, but it's so nice to hear that someone noticed. Ah, so this is what it feels like to be on cloud nine. Yes. I have a crush, but I'm crushed that we won't be seeing each other for a while. I'll go ahead and leave that cryptic. No names, no clues. After all, a blog is a public domain. Who knows who's toes I might be stepping on. ANYWAYS, I haven't touched this space for ages. I'm sorry to whoever visits this page only to find yet again that I haven't updated my blog - that is, if I have any readers at all. :P Well, in case I do have readers, I'll go on to bore you with the most exciting thing that has happened to me yet. Oh who am I kidding. Nothing exciting has happened to me except well... I started school, and you already know that. But what you didn't know is that I'm not schooling anymore! Oh and I'm not that depressed anymore. Yes, the whole schooli

Just end this already. I am miserable. Gone were the days when all I had to care for was the next school deadline. Now... I have to worry about how many hours of sleep I get a day, where and when I am going to eat my next meal and how on earth I'm going to get to class each day - if and when I have work on the same day and time. I have to worry about what excuse I'm going to give my friends to let them down easy for not being able to go out with them. It is not due to the lack of desire to meet up... But ultimately it all boils down to my being stretched out to thin. There are only so many hours in a day and I require a fixed amount of sleep. I am so utterly frustrated that I can't do everything. I feel so incapable, so meek. I expected more from myself. I thought my life would take off from the moment I got employed, and accelerate even more when I started school, but it seems like all this is keeping me from living. I feel as if I'm slowly slipping out of existan