The Anatomy of My Thoughts = Rowan-ism

This freking computer in this freakish looking computer shop is giving me hell! The keys are stucky and well... duh...stick to my fingers when I type. WELL... its getting awfully common for me to fo catch up entries... and as usual... this is a catch up entry! Sigh... well like I said the last time..I was about to choose my subjects. Here are my choices: Biomedical Technology and as for the Cross Disciplinary subjects (CDS) , I picked Freehand Drawing I filled up the rest of my choises with art subjects... I recon that if I get BMT I wouldn't be able to do much. I might be too busy to do other more serious and taxing subjects. I'm all packed to go back to Singapore... sigh... my vacation's almost ended. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh.Sigh Other things have happend... i'm just too tired to tell you more. I need to bake later.

Sigh, well... the term tests ended on Wednesday and well... me and some of my classmates went out. Sigh... well...we walked all the way from Far East to Suntec City Mall. Boy, that was far. it was pretty fun... well, except for all the waiting. By the time I got to Suntec , I was very tired... my knees were like jelly! What made it even worse was the fact that I got into a full bus.... translation: no seats for 60 minutes ! For some reason, there was a lot of waiting going on. Anyways... that was Wednesday. I was so freaking sleep deprived and tired that I didn't even get to enjoy my nocturnal TV shows. I was reduced to a sleeping snoring mass in minutes ! Thursday was a mild mess. My Psychology group met up at around 2 pm (I say around because 3 out of us 4 group members were pretty late... sad to say, I was one of them.) We filmed the commercial and like I said... we ran through some hiccups. The props for instance took a while to obtain and some pretty major changes to the sc...

Yesterday, my cousin, after much deliberation an cajoling (by me of course) finally decided to accompany me to watch "The Golden Compass" and well... here's what I think. I think I need to read the book. hehehehe No really. It was pretty good. The whole look of the movie was spectacular and the concept was pretty cool. It was interesting to see a world of people with their souls living alongside them as animals. I however I have one negative comment... the story was incomplete and basically the audience was left wondering how things are going to get wrapped up. In other words... bitin. Anyways... C'est une joli garcon qui je missera. Okay that was in broken french which if you can understand then fine. If not then its for me to know...hehehehe and you not to find out. Okay... that was so random. On to other things: Tommorow's the start of the term tests. Sigh. 3 days till school ends. 6 days till I get out of here. 16 days till Christmas. 23 days till new year. 23...

Oh Christ! I am so behind! It's only two more days till the term tests starts and here I am, I still have 4 and a half subjects to study for. Well at least the Cross Disciplinary Subjects (CDS) I got dont requrire me to take a written exam. Sigh. Yesterday evening, I took my first look at my Microbiology notes. Sigh. I regretted skipping all of those lectures. I tried to study but it seemed like nothing could stick. I am in for a rough couple of days of studying. Last night I spent hours finishing my story portfolio for the Storytelling class. I think its worth about 10% of the total grade. It was so hard to think up stories and decipher their meanings and morals. It's like doing book reports in the fifth grade! I hate book reports and despite popular belief, I don't like english lessons either. They tend to bore me. Anyhow... today's been great, I woke up late and I mean very late and headed to school. Yes folks, I skipped lectures again! How am I supposed to learn at ...

Today's been a sick mess. I woke up feeling really cold and just plain unwell! To top it all off, I heard that one of my Psychology group mates was sick and well, she wouldn't be able to make it to the meeting where we're supposed to start filming! That got me really freaked because I knew of no other time that each teammate will be able to find a time and place to converge, especially now since the term tests are about to begin. Anyways, the meeting was canceled because we couldn't really film anything without a camera. (the missing teammate was supposed to bring it). I curled up in bed hoping that the chills were just from the aircon . I stayed there for hours but the feeling didn't go away. Everytime I would try to get up, I would feel really dizzy and sick. I wasn't able to have breakfast and I was only able to manage a few spoonfuls for lunch. I was, like I said a sick mess. Finally, at around two-o-clock, my mother began to worry and realize that I was s...

Sunday. I skipped the usual malling that my family often goes through every weekend. I needed some time to get my psych thing done and to start doing some revision. Term tests are next week! The first tests are on the 7th. Sigh. I am so far behind its not even fathomable how much work I have to do. I'm sad. My parents' relationship isn't exactly what a normal person would call healthy. I guess you could say that its on the rocks. They think I don't know....but I do. I am so losing sleep over this.

I am going to go mad! This Psychology thing is driving me to the verge of insanity! My classmates and I have to make a commercial applying the theories we've learnt and boy is it frustrating, especially if your other team members are missing. I'm not blaming anyone but, well, things keep popping up! Sigh. i'm just so tired of organizing everything! Guess what, we're meeting tomorrow! At my house. Sigh. Term tests are just ten days away! I am so freaked out I don't know what is going on! I need more time. I need to get a hold of myself, I need to get something permanent done because... well everything's changing and spinning so fast that I'm losing control! I need to slow down but I have no other choice but to speed up. I had a strange dream. I can't explain it but well, all I can say is that something good is coming up. I so need a break. I'm looking forward to going back for Christmas in the Philippines. Can't say I'm excited though. I don...

Its been a while and it seems that I only write on Fridays. I think I'm finally running out of time to accomplish the daily tasks required of me so naturally, I don't have time to write in my blog. This week started off really badly. On Monday, I had a HPI test and I just somehow got left behind by the bus. I got to school ten minutes late! I came to the test ten minutes late! And believe me, I really needed those ten minutes. Tuesday and Wednesday were lab days and being my usual self, I messed some stuff up. The rest of Wednesday was filled with my rushing to finish my tutorial assignments and well well well, wouldn't you know it, there were two pop quizzes. Just my luck, those were the two subjects that I usually skipped lectures for. Thursday was nonexistent. I went for one lecture and went home to sleep. I heard about the mutiny that had occurred in the Philippines. It was pretty ugly but well, the government took care of it. Yesterday, there was a curfew from 12 midni...

I am so tired. CCN day was today and well. I have to say that it's been pretty stressful . First of all, I wasn't really sure if I could do henna for other people. Its a good thing that my cousin, Krisha wanted a henna tattoo on her lower back and that gave me a chance to practice on other people. All of this time I've been practicing on my left hand and, well, it looks like a big brownish blob because of how many times I've gone over it with henna. Against all odds (with only a couple of hours of practice,) I've gotten pretty good with the henna cone. I'm not an expert but well, whatever I pull out of my ass seems to be worth paying for, because people seem to want me to draw brown chocholatey patterns on their skin. I was actually pretty surprised with the popularity of the henna. I have to say, I feel kind of sorry for my first customer, In my opinion hers didn't really turn out that well. Oh well. Anyways, I was a bit bummed that I didn't really get...

I'm about to whine about something so if you want to, just skip to the next part. There's this freaky new dude in my class and well, he's the slimy, creepy sort. Well, at least that's how he comes off as. My class (including myself) is a bit turned off by this queer fellow who simply has the cheek not to play by the rules. On Thursday (at least I think it was Thursday last week) he pissed off one of my dear friends so much so that it brought her to tears. he kept asking the stupidest of questions like, "what's that?" pointing to her bracelet . I don't think that he was retarded enough to not know that the beaded loop around her wrist was a freaking bracelet. My pals even got scolded for speaking in class just because this weirdo kept asking strange questions. The queerest thing about this person is that he absolutely refuses to pay for the notes that he took. It cost less that $3! How annoying! I mean, I just think that is attitude is a bit much bec...