The Anatomy of My Thoughts = Rowan-ism

I changed the background music... I'm feeling a little senti. Foolish Heart by Nina, a Filipina

Listen to FM Static - Nice Piece of Art

My life is Simple but never Static I'm completely out of my League Emotionally complicated Completely unrehersed Sometimes, or rather most of the time there is some kind of "filter" in everyone's brains that prevents them from saying exactly what their thinking in that very moment. For me however, the "filter" only filters out offensive or evil thoughts. That's why people often think that well.. duh I'm weird. But I say... everyone out there, you should embrace your individual weirdness! Hehehe I'm just glad that even though I may have a faulty filter... I'm still able to keep my system files hidden.

E learning is horribly tedious. I actually like the subject Fundamentals of Pathology but the e learning thing just messes it up for me. I miss A7B8. Well, at least we'll be seeing each other tomorrow. Awkwardness is of course uncomfortable, however, prolonged exposure to awkward environments will eventually cause the level of discomfort to decrease. You get used to the strangeness. Hopefully this doesn't happen to me. I want to like my new class. I don't yet. There seem to be some strong personalities and some totally bland ones. You'll be surprised how little people try to get to know others. People seem to like to stay in their comfort zones and most find it too uncomfortable to venture out to the open long enough to get to know someone. Sad. Speaking of friends, the way two of my friends interact is hilarious! They're the very definition of uncomfortable when they speak to each other.Its so damn cute! Of course I can't really mention their names, just in th...

This afternoon at around four o clock, as Hamidah, Carissa and I were about to enter our respective CDS classrooms, we saw a notice on the door. It said that the classes were relocated to IT 4-3-98 and 99. These rooms were described as "one level above the flavors canteen". Amused we trudged down the stairs to the 4th floor expecting for there to be classrooms there. There were no classrooms on the 4th. We went down to the 3rd floor. It was so strange. I couldn't figure out for the life of me where those classrooms were. The only rooms on the 3rd floor was the research center and some lecture theatres. So the three of us stood there and well, we thought we had read the note wrong or something... We decided to climb up to the 6th floor and check again. At this time, we were more than just a little bit late if I were actually saying that, my voice would be described as DRIPPING WITH SARCASIM . I was getting tired. Yep, the note said room IT 4-3-98. I took a picture just to...

Sigh... I got bored and I just couldn't think of anything else to do so I messed with one of the photos I took with my camera. It turned out pretty good I think! WELL.. All right so its not perfect... but you have to give me some credit coz I only used Paint and Microsoft Office Picture Manager. Sigh... I don't have Photoshop. I hope some kind old soul out there will take pity on me and lend me a copy to install. It took a good half an hour of my time. WHAT CAN I SAY?! I was BORED !

As first days go... today's been a fairly typical first day. There were the familiar faces of course but it was strange. I guess I have to admit that I didn't take too kindly being put in a class different to those who are familiar to me. There were far too many awkward moments. The subjects this time 'round are kinda freaking me out, especially Organic Chemistry 2. Sigh. Going to school has suddenly become lackluster. So far I don't really like any of the subjects. Maybe the Fundamentals of Pathology lectures will be interesting. I hope so. Ohh.. yes.. I have to mention this... I got Freehand Drawing for my CDS. Not bad eh? My only qualm is that I do not know of anyone who has gotten the same CDS as me. I guess I'm going in it alone....GULP! Hopefully everybody's nice.

here are the photos of my trip... whoohoo... I'm only uploading them now because I've finally found a computer with a fast enough internet connection that won't take me more than a half an hour to upload these photos this is what my dad's province looks like from the ship we took to get there this is what the sunset look like from the pier... gorgeous! sunset by the beach me! a fishing boat! my cousin.. Mark! my cousins, Maricon and Arvin tree house underwater smiles... these were all taken when we, my parents and I went to an isolated, out of the way island in quezon province. I felt like a tourist snapping photos. Its really beautiful there and people live simply off of the earth, take my grandfather who is a farmer.

Been ages since I've posted... well actually I've got tons of pictures to post but well... I think I'll do that at home.... I am now a ninang or a godmother. I have had a dress/gown ewwwww designed for me and well..I am supposed to wear it on my cousin's wedding. Sigh. I hate gowns. I've gone swimming with friends and family and caught a cold in the process...the cold then progress to become a full blown asthma attack. Arvin, my favorite maternal cousin have sort of considered that one of my cousins JM might be gay... weird. I've sneaked a couple of drinking sessions under my parents' radar..heeehheehhee I'm kinda dissapointed because I haven't seen that someone I've been hoping to see. Sigh. Ohh yeah... I've finally gotten my extra molars extracted... ouch! Three down and one to go before I get perfect teeth. What else... well... that's all I can think of right now... my next update will probably be when I get there.