Honesty

I care too much
I wish I didn't care so much
People I love always seem to hurt me
I wish I didn't love you so much
I think too much and say too little
I can't say what I think
I know that it will hurt you
By doing so, hurting me
I am afraid to be vulnerable
You've let me down more than once
I've cried too much over spilt milk
I can't bear thinking about spilling some more
But it is inevitable
I am human and so are you
We all make mistakes
As open as my mind is,
I know yours are as closed
Misunderstandings and misinterpretations
Skew
Our lives

I know what I have to do, but I just don't have the heart to do it.
I wish you knew.

I am not perfect and I embrace every single character flaw that I have
I wish you would.