privately public?

Here I am, still in the phillippines, typing my heart out in a computer shop near my house. I haven't been blogging lately because, well, to tell you the truth, I haven't really been by myself. I don't really feel comfortable blogging in public. Yes I know that its silly beacuse people are bound to come across my blog and read it. And people do. I guess, I'm just not ready to be as open to the members of my family as I am with the people in who read my blog.

I'd rather perfect strangers read my blog than people I know. I guess it just comes with the fear of letting people get close enough to hurt you or something like that. Anyways, I'm going back to Singapore on Monday next week, Sigh, I wish I could stay longer.