Seul
No dearies, my blog has not died despite my many weeks of silence. It seems that I only blog when a thought stubbornly lingers in my mind, making me feel like I am in need of therapy.
There are two things I want to talk about today. One is that I feel all sorts of alone.
It all started when Chee and Jessic fly off to never never land and I rarely hear from them. Next, my housemate, Nica also goes to the land down under, then, my best friend boards a plane to the land of entertainment, Los Angeles and only after a few days, my folks, dear Momma Bear and Papa Bear fly off to Florida. It seems that with each passing day, people just happen to pop out of my daily life.
There are less people to call when I get in trouble, bored or just in need of company. Bummer right? Yep. The strangest thing about it is the fact that these people have flown to places where I want to be.
It seems like the wanderlust within me has been kindled. Maybe I should go away for my birthday in an adventure to... well anywhere really. Everyone says that romance is a solution for my apparent alone-ness (please note that I did not use the word "loneliness" as I will vehemently deny that I am lonely) but to me going out in search of this magical solution would pose another problem to my already problematic life.
Two, I also wanted to post a video I made on here.. but I am afraid that the current computer that I am using has blocked access to Youtube. - I will post it up at a later date.
Sigh. Je me suis tres seul.
There are two things I want to talk about today. One is that I feel all sorts of alone.
It all started when Chee and Jessic fly off to never never land and I rarely hear from them. Next, my housemate, Nica also goes to the land down under, then, my best friend boards a plane to the land of entertainment, Los Angeles and only after a few days, my folks, dear Momma Bear and Papa Bear fly off to Florida. It seems that with each passing day, people just happen to pop out of my daily life.
There are less people to call when I get in trouble, bored or just in need of company. Bummer right? Yep. The strangest thing about it is the fact that these people have flown to places where I want to be.
It seems like the wanderlust within me has been kindled. Maybe I should go away for my birthday in an adventure to... well anywhere really. Everyone says that romance is a solution for my apparent alone-ness (please note that I did not use the word "loneliness" as I will vehemently deny that I am lonely) but to me going out in search of this magical solution would pose another problem to my already problematic life.
Two, I also wanted to post a video I made on here.. but I am afraid that the current computer that I am using has blocked access to Youtube. - I will post it up at a later date.
Sigh. Je me suis tres seul.
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